Monday, December 31, 2012

The Meaning of Death

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Saturday, December 29, 2012

Joy Beyond Sorrow

So many tears on that day

sorrow from every corner of the room

they whispered and held her breath

sadness looked on their faces

I didn't know

why did they grieve?

whether because of us?

or because of him?

If it is for us,

really not necessary

because we were very proud

and happy to let him go

If it is for him,

it also not need

Did he already win?

The fight of his life?

This is the day

where tears were replaced

the joy that comes from above

It is God Himself who comforts us

At the other side

there is only one thing

that we all just

... missing him

Friday, December 28, 2012

Same Old Dream

One day I had a dream
dream which is always the same
as it has been before
I have dreamt of

Didn't remember when
the first time I had this dream
I also forgot
the second and third

But I never get bored
I still enjoy it over and over
even if I can
tomorrow I want to dream it again

Same old dream
my beautiful dream
I dreamt...
Daddy held my hand

One day ago...
and forever

Thursday, December 27, 2012

I Hope I Didn't

I ever hurt you

not just once or twice

but uncountable

I ever lied to you

not justifiable reasons

but only because of my ego and naughty

I ever not obey you

not unrealized

but deliberate

Again and again ...

Dad ...

Did I disappoint you?

I hope I didn't

Dad ...

... forgive me


Wednesday, December 26, 2012

God Will Need Them Back One Day

This is so true. 

When God called my father back,

it was because He loved my father. 


But what about me?

Has my love for dad been enough ?


Monday, December 24, 2012

First Christmas

This is your first Christmas
an awaited moment
in a dreamt place

With lots of joy
pure of love
holly and peace in Heaven

And this is also our first Christmas...
... without you
by our side

---------- miss u Daddy ----------

Friday, October 19, 2012

Greatest Gift from God

The greatest gift I ever had...

...came from God, 

and I call him... Dad!

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Love Your Parents

Love your parents.

We're too busy growing up,

but often forget they're also growing old.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Genie in a Bottle

A woman was out walking through a wood one day when she found a genie in a bottle.

The genie said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes."

The woman freed the genie, and the genie said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten."

The woman said, "That's okay." and for her first wish, she wanted to be the most charming woman in the world. The genie warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most charming man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to."

The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful woman and he will have eyes only for me." So, KAZAM! She's the most beautiful woman in the world. For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The genie said, "That will make your husband the richest man in the world and he will be ten times richer than you." The woman said, "That's okay, because what's mine is his and what's his is mine." So, KAZAM! She's the richest woman in the world.

The genie then inquired about her third wish, and she answered, "I'd like a mild heart attack."

Moral of the story – Women are clever. Don't mess with them.

Attention female readers: This is the end of the story for you. Stop here and continue feeling good.

Attention male readers: Please scroll down.


The man had a heart attack ten times milder than his wife.

Moral of the story – Women are really dumb when they think they're really smart. Let them continue to think that way and just enjoy the show.

PS. If you're a woman and are still reading this, it only goes to show that women never listen.

:D Just for laugh =)

Monday, October 8, 2012

Awesome You


thanks for being my...
financial support,
life mentor,
and father,

you are awesome!


Friday, October 5, 2012


Wind blown
Here and there
Direction is not certainty
Sometimes fly high
not rarely fall
Right and left
East and West
North and South
Who knows?
Even the players
try so hard
but the wind determine
and without wind
it's only a piece of paper
Kites are pictures of my feelings
When I have you
When I'm losing you

Thursday, October 4, 2012

First Love

My time has come

to present to the world

You and she gave me love

... my first love

I was there because of love

Your and her love

always greet

and tireless

Now ...

Decades have passed

but this first love

will continue

In myself

In my life

In my journey

... forever first love

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

A Pair of Worn Ugly Shoes


When I was a little girl, this is one of my favorite fairy tale.

My father always told it before I slept. 

He always succeed to make me laugh out loud and fall asleep happily. 

Bring me tales and dreams that I will never forget.

This story tells about a man named Abu. 

Abu is a famous person who is very stingy in his city.He will not replace the goods if not severely damaged and dirty.One is his pair of old shoes with many holes here and there, dirty and very stink.Abu patched his damaged shoes with nails and fabric remnants.

One time....

His friend quipped about his shoes "Your shoes are very stink and ugly, Abu. Should I need to buy you a new pair?"Instead offended, Abu so glad that he doesn't need to spend money to buy new shoes.

When his friend passed, Abu realized there were a very classy and splendid pair of shoes near him.He thought that was his friend's gift. Then he was wearing and bring home those shoes.

Shortly thereafter, the guards came and captured Abu, "You have stolen Regent's shoes and replace with worn shoes and ugly."
Abu fined 100 dinars and must return the gorgeous shoes to the Regent.

Abu took his ugly shoes, "These shoes make me unlucky", he said.
But he was feel very sorry and he hang his ugly shoes at the edge of the port city, in hopes that one day he can still take it.

his ugly shoes were caught by the nets of poor fishermen and tear it.

Abu re-arrested by the guards and fined."These shoes are really - really made me pesky, I had to throw it in a place that other people don't pass" Abu muttered. Abu threw the ugly shoes on his roof tile house, but there is a cat which disturbed by the smell shoes and dropped. Again at that time someone passed by and the ugly shoes fall right on his head.
The man was injured due to the many nails in the ugly shoes. The man complained to the Regent.

Abu re-arrested again and fined.Abu was very upset, "I should get rid of these shoes, bad luck for me".

Then Abu buried his ugly shoes at the beach. But the tide came in swept of sand beach. The shoes has up and make a child stumble.

For the umpteenth time, Abu arrested and fined again.

This time, Abu had thrown his worn shoes into the trash forever.Abu also promised to the Regent that he would buy new shoes and not being stingy anymore.



hahahaha *lol* Finally....

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Monday, October 1, 2012

Bible Verses for Fathers

All in English [Amplified]

Malachi 4:6
And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the [estranged] fathers to the [ungodly] children, and the hearts of the [rebellious] children to [the piety of] their fathers [a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly], lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction.

Psalm 103:13
As a father loves and pities his children, so the Lord loves and pities those who fear Him [with reverence, worship, and awe].

Proverbs 3:11
My son, do not despise or shrink from the chastening of the Lord [His correction by punishment or by subjection to suffering or trial]; neither be weary of or impatient about or loathe or abhor His reproof.

Proverbs 3:12
For whom the Lord loves He corrects, even as a father corrects the son in whom he delights.

Proverbs 23:22
Hearken to your father, who begot you, and despise not your mother when she is old.

Proverbs 23:24
The father of the [uncompromisingly] righteous (the upright, in right standing with God) shall greatly rejoice, and he who becomes the father of a wise child shall have joy in him.

Ephesians 6:4
Fathers, do not irritate and provoke your children to anger [do not exasperate them to resentment], but rear them [tenderly] in the training and discipline and the counsel and admonition of the Lord.

Colossians 3:21
Fathers, do not provoke or irritate or fret your children [do not be hard on them or harass them], lest they become discouraged and sullen and morose and feel inferior and frustrated. [Do not break their spirit.]

Hebrews 12:7
You must submit to and endure [correction] for discipline; God is dealing with you as with sons. For what son is there whom his father does not [thus] train and correct and discipline?

Son’s First Hero, Daughter’s First Love

DAD, A Son’s First Hero, A Daughter’s First Love.
~Author Unknown~

I really ❤ love this picture & quote!!

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Friday, September 28, 2012

I am 100%

This is me... *blink*
Hair as black as a pile of dad's hair
and just as the hair loss *erm...*
My oval face just like dad
with wide forehead,
folds of eyelids,
as well as eyebrows and eyelashes,
but sadly my eyesight is not as clear as dad,
'cause mine is minus
while dad's is normal and very good *awesome!!*
My nose is not as sharp as dad's nose
My teeth are big and yellow like dad *yaiks*
and I have dad's smile and mom's smile *heheee*
My IQ and intelligence surely came from dad
and my brain must be as big as his brain
because my head show it *lol*
My shoulder just wide as like dad
and my height almost tall like dad
My skin is as white as dad's skin
and equally hairy bushy *gosh!!*
... even though I'm a lady *sigh*
Blood flow and the genetic in me
of course came from dad plus mom
Overall people can say "I'm like Dad"
that's me 100% *proud =)*

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Daddy's Car

I played
with my friends
We lost track of time
and everything
No one can disturb us
and our game
We laugh and fun,
happy and frolic
Until I heared...
something recognized and familiar
Which I look forward to
I've missed it
Still pretty far,
not even appear
I've got up and stood,
pursuit toward
I really know for sure...
it was my dad's car
Which I've been waiting for

...My father came home

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Yes, I Trust in You

Thou Almighty

and Merciful

With Your strength,

You can do anything

By Your Love,

You always give the best

Similarly with my father,

everything that happened to him...

I believe because of the power and Your love,

those all may happen

and I trust,

those are the best and most beautiful

Trust Me

My way is unexpected
My manner is unthinkable

Human can start and end
with a variety of different ways

But if you trust Me
and surrender all completely

You also have to trust
that I definitely give the best

My way is the most beautiful and perfect
So is My way for your dad

You may be hard to understand
but I'm just asking you... to trust

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Lullaby Won't Die

I sang for you my lullaby

and rocking you to sleep

Close your eyes and dreaming

How wonderful your life will be

Save your questions for another day

I know what you've been asking me

and I know what I've been trying to answer

Still so many things I want to say

You should always know

Wherever you may go

and no matter where you are

I never will be far away

When your child crying

I want you to sing this lullaby

My grandchildren always deep inside this ancient heart

You and they always be a part of me

Someday we'll all be gone

But my lullaby go on and on...

They will never die

That's how you and I will be

Goodnight, my angel

Now it's time to sleep

Remember all the lullabies

that I sang for you

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Sweet Home

No matter where you are

There's always a sweet home for you

Some homes are in the world

Saving millions of memories

The first home humming

You fondle me and lull

The second home narrate

You support and trust me achieve my dreams

The third home told

You taught me to be mature and responsible

and the last

is a heavenly home

The place where you rest forever,

in peace and serene

I love all those homes

because you always had ever been there, Daddy...

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Grateful Birthday Girl

I'm a girl and a daughter
Today I'm 29 years old
Blessed and loved
by family and friends

There is love that never runs out
Too abundantly upon me
Given during this
The love of my father

Even up to the last time
I'll celebrate my 100th birthday
and closed my eyes
Your love is more than enough

Always in every my birthday
Thank you dad...
For your wonderful love
Eternal and timeless

Friday, September 14, 2012

Singing With You

I cried alone

Looking for where you are

My heart has always wanted to meet

For you I sing


To my dear Father

I want to sing

Many songs from my heart

Picture of my longing

Dad please listen

I want to meet you

Although only in my dreams

With you I can sing

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Perfect Father

People always say,
no one is perfect

Black and white,
positive and negative

But if you ask me,
I will answer all good

Remembered my lifetime,
you never hurt me

You left me thousands,
sweet and beautiful memories

Polite attitude,
wisely words

How did I not feel lost ??
Because you are truly irreplaceable

Perfect God
has gave me a perfect father

Tuesday, September 11, 2012


There was something odd about this year
From the beginning I have felt
Great person has gone this year
Relatives and friends as well

There are always rumors
Whether true or not
There is something in this
Many people say

There are births
and we rejoice in them
There are goes
and we still rejoice

2012 will enter the second quarter
and you shall also preparing
Entered a new phase in your life
where beloved Jesus has been waiting for

The rest of the year is still long enough
There are some months that must be passed
and will be felt longer
Because we will miss you and beloved Jesus too

Monday, September 10, 2012

At Maranatha

Hello Dad, how are you?
Long time no talk to you,
2 months felt like years

I promise to see you again...
at Maranatha,
see you there Dad...

Friday, September 7, 2012

If Life Is So Short

It's like a chance for soul to grow

It's like read a story

It's like a candle in the wind

It's like came and visit on Earth

Life is too short

to be little and miserable

to be vengeful or malicious

to be living somebody else's dream

and too short for not

to enjoy it while you are here

to make a change and take a chance

to make the best

If life is so short

Don't waste time for worrying

Dont fear tomorrow

Don't regret the past

Live every day as if it were your last

When life locks you and the door,

simply go out the window,

life don't owe you nothing

There are no mistakes in life,

only lessons

If you are not happy with something,

then change it!

Just living is not enough,

you only live once,

but if you work it right,

once is enough

Thursday, September 6, 2012

God Answered By His Manner

My phone rang

when I finished breakfast

I'm sure that my mother

but not sure what she would say

I pick up the phone

I heard my mother

Far away be there

Her voice trembled and tears

My world seemed fall apart

My body limp

My stomach queasy

and my eyes glazed

My heart was sore

Very deep pain inside

My soul seemed lost

and I felt my breath no longer

Only one prayer that we prayed

Together we beg and pleaded

God please save dad...

Whatever happens... please save!!

God listened my prayer

I know it

God never careless

and never do not care

God answered our prayers

We know it

By His manner way and grace answers

God saved my father

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Astonishing Butterfly

That day I see a butterfly...
Alone and so calm
Brown wings, black textures
Big and lovely

That butterfly was true astonishing
alight not on flowers
but perch on a wooden coffin
where my father lay down like slept

Although that moment there are...
many fragant roses
lots of beautiful chrysants
and perfect orchids

Oh... butterfly...
Why do you stay?
Butterfly oh butterfly...
Why do you so loyal and faithful?

Considering your origin
Teach me how to be free as can be
Metamorphosed and modified
I see all the beauty in you

I peer into your wonderful eyes
and see that there's a life secret inside
Teach me to just let go
for he also transformed into eternal glory

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Biked With Dad

I biked with dad

When morning came to replace the night

When dew drops on leaves

When the sun rises from the east

I biked with dad

Riding deep from our heart

Sweating and gasping

Bend staring street

I biked with dad

When flying bird perched on a tree

When flower grass swayed

When sun shines warm

I biked with dad

All became witnesses

Our trip and journey

Looking forward without giving up

We biked to Ireland,

then go to Netherland

Towards Iceland,

and into Dreamland

Monday, September 3, 2012


There are various of chocolate

Sweet and dairy
Bitter and dark
Filled toppings and toppings on top

My father was very fond of chocolate
Chocolate muffins and donuts
Almond dark chocolate
Chocolate low fat milk

I am, his daughter is very adoring chocolate too
Chocolate fountain and fruits
Caramel pudding chocolate
Chocolate candy bars

Now his grandchildren are in love with chocolate
Frozen chocolate ice cream
Chocochips cookies
Strawberry chocolate tart

Sometimes we didn't get chocolate what we want
Good chocolate makes us feels scrumptious
Another often disappointing
Even so, the chocolate is still chocolate

It's like Mr. Forrest Gump's saying,
"Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get."
and my father's saying,
"Whatever chocolate you get, we should be grateful for still got it."

Friday, August 31, 2012

Which One is My Father?

Some people had good Dads

Some people had bad Dads

Some had no Dads at all

Some Dads worked hard

Some Dads just played

Some Dads did both but in a different way

Some Dads stayed with our moms and family

Some Dads didn't and went away

Some Dads we still saw, others just went away

Dads come in all shapes and sizes

Dads have different ages

Each dads do different jobs and hobbies

In one way or another

In good or bad

Our dads have strong impacts in our lives

I was a blessed daughter

'cause I have a daddy like you

which in every way have good effects

Thursday, August 30, 2012

My Hero Didn't Same

I have a hero...
Who didn't have any special powers,
Who didn't have any wings
Who didn't have any costumes

My hero didn't fight
My hero didn't fly
My hero didn't same with any super creatures

My hero is just an ordinary human beings
My hero is my father
Thank you, father...
for become my hero

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

When I Come Home

When I come home
I think about my dad
I think of all he did for me

When I come home
I like to hang out with my dad
I like to have dinner with him

When I come home
I love to talk with him
I love to share with him more

When I come home
I want to see my dad
and I want my dad to see me

Today I wish my dad would come home too
and wait for me as usual
That's what I want when I come home

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

When God Created Dad

When God created Dad, He took...

The strength of a mountain

The majesty of a tree

The warmth of a summer sun

The calm of a quiet sea

The generous soul of nature

The comforting arm of night

The wisdom of the ages

The power of the eagle's flight

The joy of a morning in spring

The faith of a mustard seed

The patience of eternity

The depth of a family need

and the Love of Himself

So after He combined all,

then He called it...


Monday, August 27, 2012

Frogs and Pigeons Story

The night was...
My dad told a similar story which is one of his favorite
Usually my dad would tell this same story to the new guy

But that night...
My father told me
When we all family sat down, had dinner, and ate fried frogs

My father told me as if I was the new guy
or as if he had never told it before to me
My dad was very excited to tell the story

That many years ago...
He was with his Hong Kong friends
They went to Bali Island

I've memorized the story from begin to end
and I'm about to say,
"Well ... you've told this story dozens of times to me".
But my dad's happy face made ​​me cancel it.

I felt that I should do is just shut up and listen.
Silence without cutting.
Listening to him not only in passing

My father then continue the story...
That in Bali they visited a restaurant.
At that time they were ordered pigeon menu

and after few hours waiting...
Instead of a waitress who came over, the dish did not come.
"I'm sorry sir, it has been a long wait, those pigeons are very hard, we didn't get them even just one", the waitress said.

My father and his friends chuckled of laughter to hear the waitress

"Do you want to replace with another menu?" asked the waiter confused and embarrassment

My father and his friends decided to order frogs
And in a short time the waitress served them with a number of very many frogs
A big plate full, lots of frogs stacked
Until they can not afford to spend

Whenever my dad told this story...
He was always laughing, it was a funny and silly experience in his life.

A few days later...
My father died while driving his car in a traffic accident.

How lucky I was...
Because I was sitting still and listening to my father.
So I will always have his smile and his happy face
for the last time...

In Indonesia, pigeons and frogs are common to eat

Father's Hands

We always miss his hands
Big and rough
Strong and sturdy
A pair of worker hands

Holding our hands
Guiding our steps
Gently touched our hearts
and wiped our tears

Playing guitar melodious
Exercising basketball and table tennis
Filling crosswords in newspaper
Teaching us English and math

Lift our high
once when we were a child
a moment ago with his grandkids
and forever for my mom

Saturday, August 25, 2012


He is pushing
He is encouraging
He is entertaining
He is supporting
He is listening
He is crying
He is reprimanding
He is scolding
He is warning
He is teaching
He is loving
He is my dad

Friday, August 24, 2012

Father's Suitcase

My father had a suitcase
A place to store his valuables
We never know what's inside
Because we respect the privacy of my father
Besides, we also have to guess what would be the contents
Definitely my father's precious treasure such as certificates, land, bonds, birth, marriage, letters, etc.

After my father died
For the first time
Our whole family had to open dad's suitcase
We were thumping as it turns out the bag is much heavier than we thought
Should some certificate sheets was not as heavy as it

Slowly we put the suitcase
We have just seen that the suitcase has a code
So far, none of us were notified of our father's suitcase code
We've been worried about whether we will manage to open the suitcase while we do not know the code
On the upper side of suitcase there is a neat row of zeros
My eldest sister tried to open and found the suitcase was not locked
Apparently my dad was deliberately not put the code in it
"Unlocked!!" my sister exclaimed

Together we look to see the contents of the suitcase
And we all are have the same reaction
could not restrain emotion and tears
because it turns out the father suitcase contained of our photos
his wife's who is also our mother
his daughters who is my sisters and me
his son in law who is our husbands
and his grandchildrens

Oh ... Dad ... evidently we are your precious treasure
We were on top
More valuable than letters and certificates that are in the bottom of the stack
With our silly and ridiculous poses
We pictured with dad
We pictured as a whole family have lunch together
We pictured on vacation
We pictured with ducks and geese in the town park

Now, after our father died
when our family was not complete as before
Really felt that family is the most precious treasure
Whoever will not be able to replace
How much ever will not be able to afford
Whatever will not be able to measure the value
Howsoever will not be able to change the precious treasure, 


Our Best Friend

Hey Dad!
Do you remember
When we told you our idea?
You always be the first to nod and agree
Take us to hurry
Get up and go

Hello Dad!
Do you remember
When we told you silly stories?
You always laugh and gonna said 'Haha'
and your bright eyes were glowing
Told us that you're enjoy them

And do you remember
When we told you our grievance?
You always be the first to sit beside us
Nothing you said
Just listen without interrupt us
Just keep quiet and listen

Hey again Dad!
Do you remember
When we have family time?
You always be the first to prepare
and you never be late
Seems you are greatly appreciate the time with us

How are you, Dad?
Even one day we were be so silence
and we told you nothing
You just closer near to us,
starting to tell your story
A magic story which give us more strength and power

When we remember all of those
We are really believe
and sure can't be wrong
That you're not only our best father,
but you're also our best friend

Thursday, August 16, 2012

29 Years Experience

One day...
I feel weird so scared and I was crying
You shouted cheerful and comforted me
on the day I was born

I opened my eyes
and I was looking at you
You smiled so happy
on the day I learned to see

I moved my feet
I was trying to defend
You held me
on the day I learned to stand

I made little steps and has fallen
I was trying to get up
You lead me
on the day I learned to walk

Kid and childhood
Teenager and puberty
Youth and adult
You teach me right from wrong

Hard and soft
Anger and patience
Warning and advice
All for my goodness

Sometimes i feel tired of my life,
but you always support me
Sometimes i feel boring,
but you always cheer me up

Thank you Dad...
for giving me best experience
for 29 years in the world
and the rest in eternal life

Although it has finished,

my experience with you
will be eternally 

and forever stay

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Your Little Girl

Your little girl was walking outside

You were holding her hand,

smiling gentle at her,

calm her heart of crowded streets

You always know her favorite,

strawberry ice cream and red balloon

When her little feet looks tired,

you held her on your shoulder

Mathematics was yours all time

Previously she was not,

but you have successfully make she love it,

by your smart and pleasure way

She loves Mom's cookies

She witting let the cake crumbs falling,

because she likes you wipe her cheek

Your tender touch makes she comfy

You tell her stories,

few fairytale and some eternal legend

Her eyes never stops looking at you,

you bring magic to her

You also guide her to ride,

her four wheels pink bike

Once you let her go,

you trusted her that she can

Throughout the day has passed

You show her how to love,

how to live and how to laugh

Not even once you make her boring

Stars was hanging low on the night sky and the race began

Moon shows itself became a juror,

between you and her looked for the biggest one,

which you would name it by her name

You bring her lovely doll,

to accompany her sleep and dreams

You gave your best goodnight kiss,

on her eyelid and forehead

Then you teach her how to pray,

give thanks for today,

blessings for tomorrow,

forgiveness for yesterday

Years gone by...

Your little girl has grew up,

but she will never forget

that she is always and forever will be

Monday, August 13, 2012

Fantasy Week

First day Monday

Bright clouds hanging in the blue sky

Signs for gardening together

I'm picking mangoes and guavas

He is watering plants & my mom is cutting roses

Second day Tuesday

He is making wood puzzles

I'm playing & trying to resolve it

My mom is laughing at my confused face

While he is enjoying to show me the way

Third day Wednesday

We're looking and counting stars

Hundreds and so bright, very wonderful night

But there are the biggest three

I think they are his, mom's, and mine

Fourth day Thursday

I'm turning on the DVD karaoke

Mom's singing happily

and he is playing harmonic

What a beautiful everlasting songs

Fifth day Friday

Biking to near hills

Carrying fishing equipment

I'm fishing with him, although got none of big fish...

Don't worry, my mom has brought us the steamed one from home

Sixth day Saturday

Shopping to market

Buying peanuts, cassava & potato chips

Preparation for watching football on the afternoon

Bet on scores & ready for shout!!!

Seventh day Sunday

One big family are going to church,

with his grandkids, my niece & nephew

Hand in hand together,

praying & give thanks

What an excellent week plan

Lovely perfect days

for me and my big family

but unfortunately... it's only my fantasy week

Friday, August 10, 2012

Walked Away

I see everything
Remind me more about you
So many things
Have memories about you

You always beside me
when I stay
You always with me
when I walked away

Now suddenly you're disappear
Where are you?
I'm so fear
Can I find you?

Can't believe you're gone,
I lost you Dad...
Even the time has done
I still need you Dad...

It's like I'm dreaming
It seems not real
I don't know my feeling
I'm hurt and don't want to heal

Wake me up from all of these!
Help me and save me!
At the end I have to face this
The fact that for the first time you walked away without me

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Thank You Father

In your prayer, you call my name
In your wishes, you remember me
In all things, my name is in your heart.

Unable to return your love, Dad...
Your affection for me
In all sacrifice, for my happiness

Thank you, Dad...
I wish I have more time
and more chance

'Cause I can do is just...
...say you again and again
"Thank you father"

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Best Figure

Still looked in your eyes
Hundred stories of your fight
Thousand times passed
But you remain faithful

Gasping for breath
More and more heavy burden
Something shaking your ways
But your feet stay stand

Wrinkled cheek and forehead describes your fight
Muscles and sunburned describes your hard work
Pains and sweat describes your weary
But your spirit never faded

You have understood all ways
Black and red
Dark and bright
Sweet and sour

Father ..., you're longing desire to live simply

Teach me to give than to receive

Always give thanks in every way

Compassion and sincere


Life's harder

But you're more forgiving

Father..., above all...
You are my best figure

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Your Dreams and Hopes

Remembering my childhood
You hug and spoiled me
The beautiful moment
Make me soar

You tell all your dreams and hopes
Keep me away from temptation
Don't want me to fall and trampled
Wishing all the best for me

God please help
Bless and lead me
Make me capable
and will not disappoint you

I love you
I will prove
I am able to
I will... and yes I do

If that moment could happen again
I miss the atmosphere
Your love and affection
Wash my soul

God please help
to convey million dear for you
I keep the promise
not betray your dreams and hopes

Monday, August 6, 2012

We Should Have Father's Day

I want a day
I want you to want a day
I want for we want a day
... a Father's Day

If there is no father,
there is no you
If there is only mother,
then are there you?

I want a day
I want you to want a day
I want for we want a day
... a Father's Day

Honoring fathers
Celebrating fatherhood
Male parenting and paternal bonds
The influence of fathers

I want a day
I want you to want a day
I want for we want a day
... a Father's Day

December 22nd is...
Mother's Day,
in Indonesia,
... but when is Father's Day?

I want a day
I want you to want a day
I want for we want a day
... a Father's Day

While parents consist of mother and father
Father's Day will complement Mother's Day

Happy Day

This is a beautiful day when I meet my Lord
With Jesus who became the lover of my heart
Despite many barriers ahead
Finally I finished & received my gift

Don't be sad!
Be happy for me!
His sacrifice has saved me
His love becomes my strength

Come on!
Let's dance and sing!
Today is a very happy day
for me... and i hope for you too

Friday, August 3, 2012

Time To Come Back Home

Far away...
I have a sweet lovely Home
There was only joy & peace
Loving & caring

No hurt
No pain
No abuse
No killings

Now after long live journey
The time has come
The time for me
To see what I left behind

It's not because I'm tired,
nor saturate
With you by my side,
never I felt those

It's only because
The time has come
The time for me
Time to come back Home

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Please Tell

Pretty pretty birds...

Beautiful flowers...

Mild mild dew...

Flow flow river...

Gallant mountain and sky...

Please tell to the world! I miss him

Almighty God...

Our Lord Jesus...

Holly Spirit...

Guardian angels...

All in heaven...

Please tell to my father I love him

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

He Win Again


Life is a gift
Life is a present

Life is a grace
Life is a blessing

Life is beautiful
and he win his

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

He Win

Life is a choice
Life is a game

Life is a race
Life is a competition

Life is a battle
Life is a struggle

Life is a journey
Life is an adventure

Whatever happens, he fought & finished
Whatever life is, he win all

I'm Still Hearing

I'm hearing the sound..

he called me gently
and i really like the way he call me

i like his deep voice
and i really enjoy it

that's my nickname
from my father

Day after day has passed
...and I'm still hearing the sound

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Mom's Only One Birthday Wish

I know Mom...
Today is the day
July 27, 2012 is your Birthday
66 years and also a week

I really know Mom...
this cake is your delight
this candle is your liking
this flower is your favorite
this decoration is your fancy
this place is your memorable
this moment is your happiness
this day is you are waiting for

I also know Mom...
that you are trying
that you are attempting
that you are struggling
that you are giving your best

But still I know Mom...
your only one wish
your biggest desire
your dream at nights
which we could never grant

Friday, July 27, 2012

His Best Performance

They said...
there is a Man above, He is who...
...loves us
...miss us
...really understand us
...sacrificed for us
and ...has forgiven us

They said...
that He always...
...cares for us
...bear with us
...defends for us
and... thinking of us

They said...
Our sadness is tears for Him
Our joy is happiness for Him
Our success is His hope
and best for us is His prayer

They said...
We can call Him as Father
and some of them may be hard to imagine

I said... not for me,
'cause my father has performed the true Love of Father

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Past and Present

Formerly ...

I have a father in this world

I have a Father in Heaven

Now They both is in Heaven