One Day Before

I wanted to meet him
but I held my intention
postponed my desire
I thought ...
still plenty of time
there is always a chance
that will also arrive tomorrow
I live with so ease
no load and pressure
I sleet like a baby
very very well
and not even dreamt
I passed one day before as usual
no signs or hunch
when in fact...
I have been waste of time
my precious time
events that can not be repeated
trifle away that moment
Moment on one day before

Yes, There is

If you want to know in this mortal world
and among mankind which nobody's perfect
Whether is there someone extraordinary
exemplary, loving sincere
Someone who never hurt us
though many times I tried to remember
indeed he never
Do you think there is a person like that?
I told you ...
"Yes, there is
Truly...
He was our Daddy
The best role model of husband,
loves mom with all his heart,
and who has succedd became our perfect father
for all of us... his children
Who has preceded us
went home overlooking the Almighty
on July 20, 2012

Joy Beyond Sorrow

So many tears on that day

sorrow from every corner of the room

they whispered and held her breath

sadness looked on their faces

I didn't know

why did they grieve?

whether because of us?

or because of him?

If it is for us,

really not necessary

because we were very proud

and happy to let him go

If it is for him,

it also not need

Did he already win?

The fight of his life?

This is the day

where tears were replaced

the joy that comes from above

It is God Himself who comforts us

At the other side

there is only one thing

that we all just

... missing him

Same Old Dream

One day I had a dream
dream which is always the same
as it has been before
I have dreamt of

Didn't remember when
the first time I had this dream
I also forgot
the second and third

But I never get bored
I still enjoy it over and over
even if I can
tomorrow I want to dream it again

Same old dream
my beautiful dream
I dreamt...
Daddy held my hand

One day ago...
now...
tomorrow...
and forever

I Hope I Didn't

I ever hurt you

not just once or twice

but uncountable

I ever lied to you

not justifiable reasons

but only because of my ego and naughty

I ever not obey you

not unrealized

but deliberate

Again and again ...

Dad ...

Did I disappoint you?

I hope I didn't

Dad ...

... forgive me

 

Kites

Wind blown
Here and there
Direction is not certainty
Sometimes fly high
not rarely fall
Right and left
East and West
North and South
Who knows?
Even the players
try so hard
but the wind determine
and without wind
it's only a piece of paper
Kites are pictures of my feelings
When I have you
When I'm losing you

First Love

My time has come

to present to the world

You and she gave me love

... my first love

I was there because of love

Your and her love

always greet

and tireless

Now ...

Decades have passed

but this first love

will continue

In myself

In my life

In my journey

... forever first love

I am 100%

This is me... *blink*
Hair as black as a pile of dad's hair
and just as the hair loss *erm...*
My oval face just like dad
with wide forehead,
folds of eyelids,
as well as eyebrows and eyelashes,
but sadly my eyesight is not as clear as dad,
'cause mine is minus
while dad's is normal and very good *awesome!!*
My nose is not as sharp as dad's nose
My teeth are big and yellow like dad *yaiks*
and I have dad's smile and mom's smile *heheee*
My IQ and intelligence surely came from dad
and my brain must be as big as his brain
because my head show it *lol*
My shoulder just wide as like dad
and my height almost tall like dad
My skin is as white as dad's skin
and equally hairy bushy *gosh!!*
... even though I'm a lady *sigh*
Blood flow and the genetic in me
of course came from dad plus mom
Overall people can say "I'm like Dad"
that's me 100% *proud =)*

Daddy's Car

I played
with my friends
We lost track of time
and everything
No one can disturb us
and our game
We laugh and fun,
happy and frolic
Until I heared...
something recognized and familiar
Which I look forward to
I've missed it
Still pretty far,
not even appear
I've got up and stood,
pursuit toward
I really know for sure...
it was my dad's car
Which I've been waiting for

...My father came home

Yes, I Trust in You

Thou Almighty

and Merciful

With Your strength,

You can do anything

By Your Love,

You always give the best

Similarly with my father,

everything that happened to him...

I believe because of the power and Your love,

those all may happen

and I trust,

those are the best and most beautiful

Trust Me

My way is unexpected
My manner is unthinkable

Human can start and end
with a variety of different ways

But if you trust Me
and surrender all completely

You also have to trust
that I definitely give the best

My way is the most beautiful and perfect
So is My way for your dad

You may be hard to understand
but I'm just asking you... to trust

Lullaby Won't Die

I sang for you my lullaby

and rocking you to sleep

Close your eyes and dreaming

How wonderful your life will be

Save your questions for another day

I know what you've been asking me

and I know what I've been trying to answer

Still so many things I want to say

You should always know

Wherever you may go

and no matter where you are

I never will be far away

When your child crying

I want you to sing this lullaby

My grandchildren always deep inside this ancient heart

You and they always be a part of me

Someday we'll all be gone

But my lullaby go on and on...

They will never die

That's how you and I will be

Goodnight, my angel

Now it's time to sleep

Remember all the lullabies

that I sang for you

Sweet Home

No matter where you are

There's always a sweet home for you

Some homes are in the world

Saving millions of memories

The first home humming

You fondle me and lull

The second home narrate

You support and trust me achieve my dreams

The third home told

You taught me to be mature and responsible

and the last

is a heavenly home

The place where you rest forever,

in peace and serene

I love all those homes

because you always had ever been there, Daddy...

Grateful Birthday Girl

I'm a girl and a daughter
Today I'm 29 years old
Blessed and loved
by family and friends

There is love that never runs out
Too abundantly upon me
Given during this
The love of my father

Even up to the last time
I'll celebrate my 100th birthday
and closed my eyes
Your love is more than enough

Always in every my birthday
Thank you dad...
For your wonderful love
Eternal and timeless

Singing With You

I cried alone

Looking for where you are

My heart has always wanted to meet

For you I sing

 

To my dear Father

I want to sing

Many songs from my heart

Picture of my longing

Dad please listen

I want to meet you

Although only in my dreams

With you I can sing

Perfect Father

People always say,
no one is perfect

Black and white,
positive and negative

But if you ask me,
I will answer all good

Remembered my lifetime,
you never hurt me

You left me thousands,
sweet and beautiful memories

Polite attitude,
wisely words

How did I not feel lost ??
Because you are truly irreplaceable

Perfect God
has gave me a perfect father

2012

There was something odd about this year
From the beginning I have felt
Great person has gone this year
Relatives and friends as well

There are always rumors
Whether true or not
There is something in this
Many people say

There are births
and we rejoice in them
There are goes
and we still rejoice

2012 will enter the second quarter
and you shall also preparing
Entered a new phase in your life
where beloved Jesus has been waiting for

The rest of the year is still long enough
There are some months that must be passed
and will be felt longer
Because we will miss you and beloved Jesus too

At Maranatha

Hello Dad, how are you?
Long time no talk to you,
2 months felt like years

I promise to see you again...
at Maranatha,
see you there Dad...

If Life Is So Short

It's like a chance for soul to grow

It's like read a story

It's like a candle in the wind

It's like came and visit on Earth

Life is too short

to be little and miserable

to be vengeful or malicious

to be living somebody else's dream

and too short for not

to enjoy it while you are here

to make a change and take a chance

to make the best

If life is so short

Don't waste time for worrying

Dont fear tomorrow

Don't regret the past

Live every day as if it were your last

When life locks you and the door,

simply go out the window,

life don't owe you nothing

There are no mistakes in life,

only lessons

If you are not happy with something,

then change it!

Just living is not enough,

you only live once,

but if you work it right,

once is enough

God Answered By His Manner

My phone rang

when I finished breakfast

I'm sure that my mother

but not sure what she would say

I pick up the phone

I heard my mother

Far away be there

Her voice trembled and tears

My world seemed fall apart

My body limp

My stomach queasy

and my eyes glazed

My heart was sore

Very deep pain inside

My soul seemed lost

and I felt my breath no longer

Only one prayer that we prayed

Together we beg and pleaded

God please save dad...

Whatever happens... please save!!

God listened my prayer

I know it

God never careless

and never do not care

God answered our prayers

We know it

By His manner way and grace answers

God saved my father