They Reminded Me of You

When I choose my clothes,
I remembered that shirt you bought me
When I eat at the dine table
I remembered you were sitting there eating food mom
When I watch TV
I remembered you were looking at boxing or football match and news
When I came out into the yard
I remembered you with attentive care for the plants
and stepped into the street
I remembered you just pump your favorite bike
Wherever and whenever
they keep the memories of you
who does not want me to forget

My Hero

Sense of Loss

Variety of senses in the world
that we all have felt
light and dark feeling
But for me... sense of loss is the saddest
unwell, confusing, and painful
very upset and didn't know what to do

Many things cannot be replaced
and when you lose
you cannot see it anymore
or touch it
Even if you try as hard as you can
and would pay as dearly as possible

Gone is gone
means it will not return
endless search...
expectations depend...
We never wish and didn't want to lose
but time will take without warning

No need to hold it tightly as the fear of losing,
it will make it disappear faster
Only must and always do
love, respect, and prove while it was here
So that when the time take it
we feel relieved to let it go

Plan in Vain

When we had plan
God put the inspiration in our minds
and motivation in our spirits
a very unique idea
previously never unthinkable
developed into passion
desire, intention, and will

The plan was beautiful
imagined pleasures
looks near in front of our eyes
sounds very close
and feels so real
designed for you and yours
fun and touches your heart

Now after some time...
the world spins
everything in it changed
seasons unpredictable
some creatures vanished
but plan is still the plan
stands firm despite ambled seconds

Poor so sadly...
it's just only plan
that never being nor exist
when I'm growing to old
and even the opportunity disappeared
up to ye has been gone
various plans to make you proud

Street Scene

That long street
unwilling passed
still this grief
suffocating my chest
throat choked
tears are dry
heart thumped
shook my whole body
When I passed that street

I'll Show You

In the either small and wide world
nothing is eternal
Humans will die
but I don't mind

I want to change the world
and make you proud
I want to believe
that I could

As long as I'm still here
and awarded breath
Let me show you
that I didn't waste all

The Meaning of Death

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God Will Need Them Back One Day

This is so true. 

When God called my father back,

it was because He loved my father. 

 

But what about me?

Has my love for dad been enough ?

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First Christmas

This is your first Christmas
an awaited moment
in a dreamt place

With lots of joy
pure of love
holly and peace in Heaven

And this is also our first Christmas...
... without you
by our side

---------- miss u Daddy ----------

Awesome You

Daddy...,

thanks for being my...
hero,
chauffeur,
financial support,
listener,
advisor,
life mentor,
friend,
and father,

you are awesome!

 

He Win Again

Furthermore...

Life is a gift
Life is a present

Life is a grace
Life is a blessing

Life is beautiful
and he win his

He Win

Life is a choice
Life is a game

Life is a race
Life is a competition

Life is a battle
Life is a struggle

Life is a journey
Life is an adventure

Whatever happens, he fought & finished
Whatever life is, he win all

Past and Present

Formerly ...

I have a father in this world

I have a Father in Heaven

Now They both is in Heaven