Monday, December 31, 2012

The Meaning of Death

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Saturday, December 29, 2012

Joy Beyond Sorrow

So many tears on that day

sorrow from every corner of the room

they whispered and held her breath

sadness looked on their faces

I didn't know

why did they grieve?

whether because of us?

or because of him?

If it is for us,

really not necessary

because we were very proud

and happy to let him go

If it is for him,

it also not need

Did he already win?

The fight of his life?

This is the day

where tears were replaced

the joy that comes from above

It is God Himself who comforts us

At the other side

there is only one thing

that we all just

... missing him

Friday, December 28, 2012

Same Old Dream

One day I had a dream
dream which is always the same
as it has been before
I have dreamt of

Didn't remember when
the first time I had this dream
I also forgot
the second and third

But I never get bored
I still enjoy it over and over
even if I can
tomorrow I want to dream it again

Same old dream
my beautiful dream
I dreamt...
Daddy held my hand

One day ago...
and forever

Thursday, December 27, 2012

I Hope I Didn't

I ever hurt you

not just once or twice

but uncountable

I ever lied to you

not justifiable reasons

but only because of my ego and naughty

I ever not obey you

not unrealized

but deliberate

Again and again ...

Dad ...

Did I disappoint you?

I hope I didn't

Dad ...

... forgive me


Wednesday, December 26, 2012

God Will Need Them Back One Day

This is so true. 

When God called my father back,

it was because He loved my father. 


But what about me?

Has my love for dad been enough ?


Monday, December 24, 2012

First Christmas

This is your first Christmas
an awaited moment
in a dreamt place

With lots of joy
pure of love
holly and peace in Heaven

And this is also our first Christmas...
... without you
by our side

---------- miss u Daddy ----------